Have you checked your time management?
There are 86,400 seconds in a day is your time with God included to your schedule? Every time you wake up did you touch your chest and feel the beat of your heart? To wake up is a blessing. Not everyone still has a chance to wake up.
I praise God I am waking up for 30 years and 8 months. Yes there’s unpredictable signs and symptoms encountering. But blessed to experience His presence.
Same as Paul I prayed not just 3. Multiple Sclerosis has unknown cause and direct cure. Mystery to Science but not to my alive God.
“Three times I prayed to the Lord about this and asked him to take it away. But his answer was: “My grace is all you need, for my power is greatest when you are weak.” I am most happy, then, to be proud of my weaknesses, in order to feel the protection of Christ’s power over me. I am content with weaknesses, insults, hardships, persecutions, and difficulties for Christ’s sake. For when I am weak, then I am strong.”
2 Corinthians 12:8-10 GNT
Who could ever tell I have serious sickness? I experienced difficulty to see, talk, walk… And these are happening suddenly and unpredictable.
I never look sick because of the strength I have from Him. I claim His promise in Philippians 4:13;
“I have the strength to face all conditions by the power that Christ gives me.”
Philippians 4:13 GNT
Recently, I had 5 blood tests and I’m giving to our LORD the analysis of my doctor.
I am also a tremendous sinner and fall short same as Paul, you and others:
“This is a true saying, to be completely accepted and believed: Christ Jesus came into the world to save sinners. I am the worst of them, but God was merciful to me in order that Christ Jesus might show his full patience in dealing with me, the worst of sinners, as an example for all those who would later believe in him and receive eternal life. To the eternal King, immortal and invisible, the only God—to him be honor and glory forever and ever! Amen.”
1 Timothy 1:15-17 GNT
My journey is His message of hope. It’s never mine to keep. God loves you and me.
Salvation can’t be win by our own way. It’s free gift from God. The great divide between us human and God can’t be solved by our own endeavors. Only Jesus is the way.