“When you lift your hands in prayer, I will not look at you. No matter how much you pray, I will not listen, for your hands are covered with blood. Wash yourselves clean. Stop all this evil that I see you doing. Yes, stop doing evil and learn to do right. See that justice is done—help those who are oppressed, give orphans their rights, and defend widows.” The Lord says, “Now, let’s settle the matter. You are stained red with sin, but I will wash you as clean as snow. Although your stains are deep red, you will be as white as wool. If you will only obey me, you will eat the good things the land produces. But if you defy me, you are doomed to die. I, the Lord , have spoken.”
Isaiah 1:15-20 GNT
Til I don’t be down to pawn God will not reflected as Sovereign King of my life.
Words to express is not enough it’s only sugar coated to what’s in my heart.
I created a war between God’s will and my will. If truly a follower of Christ He must be sovereign.
I encountered lots of lies from the enemy such I’m a looser and done a wrong decision. God is always present He’s the greatest. No one can defeat Him.
I meant to be doom. I am forgiven and saved by Jesus. I am nothing without God.