I must never returned to what I already submitted to God. I must not like a dog who eats what already vomited.
Father, you know me and I can never hide anything from you. This past months I got attached again to something I already let go. I must not allow myself to be Satan’s playground.
Don’t give the Devil a chance.
Eph 4:27 GNT
Weaknesses that was defeated but the enemy knows to attack me through it. If I’m truly a Child of God I must know to kneel down. But what I did I allowed to be into it. This struggle is redundant for I am not a genuine Christian. Rather a hypocrite.
But our God is amazing though we’re already in same place He change the story of meeting after 3 years to not meeting at all which happened same day as today. Yes disappointed I was. Thinking I will almost hear the reason why he left. But through God’s grace He didn’t allowed for He knows pain will arise again. Tears that will surely shed me.
Thank you my LORD for guarding me 🙂
This year I learned the reason through his message. Which does made me cried more than one month ago. But gave a strong push for me to go away.
God loves me so much 💜