It’s okay to cry or grieve for someone/something. But the LORD, wanted us to move on and listen to His command and obey Him. He knows what’s best.
If we keep opening the door, He doesn’t love we are just harboring pain and suffering. If you already see, heard… The proof why turning back and still giving chance? Yes, our God is God of second chances and even more. But they, including you, will never know the lesson if you stick to what God rejected.
We must ask God to remove our comfort zone and everything He rejects for Him to filled us with Him.
God’s best is Him. We must seek Him first and everything will follow.
“Instead, be concerned above everything else with the Kingdom of God and with what he requires of you, and he will provide you with all these other things. So do not worry about tomorrow; it will have enough worries of its own. There is no need to add to the troubles each day brings.”
Matthew 6:33-34 GNT